hello.
as you may/may not know, ive started my practicum as teacher trainee in an actual school with actual students. the first week was okay, i guess. but i did get headaches and sore throats as this was my first experience in teaching andd the class was so big that i really had to force myself to talk (sometimes scream T_T) louder. the girls were okay, well some were pretty stuck-up at first, but theyre okay. well as long as they do my work, i'll consider them as okay. haha. cmon, who would like a new trainee teacher? i disliked mine when i was in highschool. she was boring. i hope the students wont think im boring though. the boys, on the other hand, really tested my patience at times. hah sometimes i wish i could bring a cane to school just to scare them off. haha. but i guess that's one of the challenges. challenges schmallenges. i just hope the second week would be better >_<;;;;;;
that aside, pipit market was yesterday. sales were okay-lah. i stayed for only a couple of hours. i was tired from school bcos we had to go to school before that for the school's open day for the parents to come and sign the report cards. then i had tummy ache T_T so i didnt bother to wait until the end.
but anyways, thanks to all those people who bought my toys and postcards and whatnots at urbanscapes and pipit :) you guys always make me happy hahaha
ok some photos,
didnt take lots of photos. i had fun, met lots of people, sales were okay, so i guess everything's good :)
tak sangka esok dah nak praktikum. aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
penat nak mampos bai. photo updates later.
i have a frikkin zit on my frikkin nose and tomorrow's urbanscapes and will start my practicum on monday.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =_=
Will be selling my plushies and probably some other stuff tomorrow at Urbanscapes. I am joining the Port-A-Art thing which will be downstairs ...of where I'm not sure. ahaha. So if you're coming, say hi.
ok see ya there.
Hard to breathe,
so full of love my heart's exploding,
mouth is dry hands are shaking,
my heart is yours for the taking,
acting weird and not myself,
dancing around like the Keebler elf,
finally time for this poor schlub,
to know how it feels to fall in lub.
-- Mr Deeds (2002)
(^_______^)
hello. just a quick update while the connection is still tolerable in my room. haha. im back in this hell hole ipba. cewah drama. ahaha but anyway, yeah im back. myto moved into my room. so the whole arrangement of the room changed. i'll probably take a photo of it later.
went out with zai to watch monsters vs aliens. sori farhan, maksu tengok dulu. ahaha nanti i try to find a cd for you ha. heheh macam farhan baca ja benda ni. but my sister does read this blog. i think. anyway i think the movie was great although zai did went out a tad early. she got bored in the middle of it ^^;; oh i love bob a.k.a bob's character. heheheh. oh saja nak cita, i was eating mash potato while watching, being my clumsy self, it got all over my baju. okay exaggeration, just one spot down at the bottom, but still it looked like i got mud on myself T_T luckily i didnt feel like walking around (not that my wallet permits it anyway =_=), so i just went back to ipba.
will update more soon. toodles.
some photos i took using my phonecam during the weekend. we went to penang on friday, then saturday we slept at abah's kebun/dusun.
i was bored, so i decided to upload some old videos of me singing. well not that old, really, but ive been procrastinating to upload them ^^;; i sing just for fun and for some weird reasons, i like the feeling of blood gushing through me when i go in front of people to sing. the feeling of standing there, knowing that youre being judged by the listeners and how they will react to you. and i like the fact that when i sing on stage, i cant really see anyone so i can just sing freely. sort of. and yeah i do feel nervous every time ^^;;;;
kat auckland, during our final dinner with our lecturers and coordinator.
persembahan selingan for reaching for the stars/battle of the bands in ipba,
an embarassing video of me trying to "dance" around the stage (my friends made me do it!) to make it more "lively" ahahah crap.
