In approximately two hours, it will be the year 2009. I'm kinda excited + worried for the new year. I'm gona have to do my teaching practical next year which sucks. I'm just worried I wont be able to do well. In my opinion, I'm not really teacher-material, unfortunately. If not, I wont have to worry right? I just dont know how to handle people, and I wont ever categorize myself as a "people's person", ya'know? So yeah, hopefully I wont be eaten alive by the highschool kids >_<;;;;;
Aside from that, I'm kinda excited to see what's gona happen in 2009. I dont have any specific new year's resolutions. But yeah, the usual stuff:
1. Be a better Muslim.
2. Be a better daughter.
3. Be a better student.
4. Make LOTS of money.
Oh and I kinda dread going back to IPBA. GAWD. Why cant I just finish my studies in Auckland? Why do we have to go back to that college? The college just reminds me of highschool all over again. Which isnt a good thing. Not at all. Seriously.
Okay, gona go make some stuff for the upcoming Youth 09. Do drop by and say hello or whatever if you're free :)
Have a great new year and God bless!
bila tah nak abeh perang segala macam ni T_T
It's a bloody waste of money, time, and MILLIONS of people get killed/hurt. What good can it bring to you? Absolutely nothing.
Nauzubillah la and mintak simpang from any of this happen to us here in Malaysia. Takut wei >_<
What are you proud for accomplishing in 2008? Anything you wanted to accomplish that didn't quite happen?
Well, I'm mainly proud of myself being able to finish my two years in Auckland without any major trouble ^^; I'm glad I finished my studies there with a good enough (in my own standards hahaha) results despite the seniors saying that the papers are kinda hard. I've also learned how to bake which is a huge accomplishment for me because I just suck at cooking. I know I have lots more to learn in making yummy dishes but I shall try (I hope so!). OH AND I CAN FINALLY SWIM HAH TAKE THAT! hahahahahhahaha well I might not be able to represent Malaysia for the next Olympics or whatever, but still! ahahahahahaha
I found out about myself a lot more in 2008. I think I have changed quite a bit compared to previous years. I think I am now clearer of what I want and I think I can work my way to get the things I want. I know I want to do designing only as a part time thing and now I'm kinda glad mom pushed me into taking this tesl course. Come to think of it, being a teacher has loads of good points to it. Like having a LOT of holidays ^_^ However, I still want to do designing because I hate the routines that a teacher has. So imo, making stuff and selling them could be like a sort of getaway from the routine. I think I'd like to pursue my studies further as I wouldnt want to be stuck as a highschool teacher for the rest of my life. If I were to do so (masters, or phd), I think I'd like to do something on Gifted Education as I enjoyed doing the paper when I was still in the uni.
Also, I think I became a quite direct person and I cant hide my feelings very well, which is kinda annoying/unhelpful sometimes. In a way I think I've become more honest about my feelings too. Andddd, I've come to accept the fact that I'm a short-tempered person, in which I am not very proud of T_T I try not to get mad or berserk at small things, but sometimes (especially when I'm tired/hungry) the anger just got the better of me :( I'm really sorry if I suddenly snapped at you. I really didnt want to >_<;;;
Like previous years, some friendships were lost, some were gained, some were strengthened and some were not. I have my share of apologizing in the ones that didnt work out so well. So yeah, I am sorry for what I did in 2008 and I hope 2009 will be a better year for all of us. To the important people in my life, thank you for being there, thank you for listening to my neverending rants and taking my bullshits. I am sorry if I ever hurt your feelings, I really didnt mean to. To my loverboi, thank you for being there all the time when I needed you and I love you :) I hope we'll have lots of good years ahead of us <3
Hmmm what else? Oh the things I hope to accomplish but didnt quite happen. Hmmmm let's see.. OH I SO REGRET NOT GOING TO SPOOKERS/SKYDIVING/BUNGY JUMPING FROM 100+M WHEN I WAS STILL IN NEW ZEALAND >_< seriously! haha I mean I should have tried right? Mannnn. Takpa la. Next time when I go there again (which I have absolutely no clue when ^^;;;) Another thing, although I have failed yet another attempt to control my shopping habits, but I kinda think I dress better in 2008 compared to my previous years hahaha. I mean you should see what I wore when I first got into IPBA. Or during my highschool years, even! Man, I'm so jealous of the highschool kids these days. Not only that they are have the fashion sense (well, cmon some of them do!), but they are talented too! Look at myspace, sapa ja yang tak reti nak edit gambaq? Haha okay I admit there are some wannabes. But ada gak la yang okay. Well I think so. Intimidated pon ada kadang kadang. Man I feel like such a loser ahahahahaha
OKAY PANJANG NAK MAMPOS KOT.
see ya!
ok wow i was just browsing through myspace (i was so bored!) and it seems like as if everyone knows how to make their photos so interesting/pretty/awesome. haha mannn dunia teknologi. hehehe.
im not sure whether you remember this photo..
well anyway, my nephews are my apprentices. i taught them well muahahaha
hahahaha bengong.
oh btw, ni design baru tshirt. not yet released though.
ok tu ja. bye!
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nak aram rimaih gila godemit. kalo asyik mcm ni penat tau dak?
eii marahnyaaaaa ya Allahhhhhhh haihhhhhhh
yet another picspam. seriously i have no idea what happened to my blogging skills (if there are any >.>). ive been blogging for yearsss. since 14? 15? i have no idea. i used to write a LOT. it used to be easy for me to just write what i feel. but then as i get older i guess i just dont like people to read about what i feel. i think. haha i have no idea. but imo anyway photos do speak louder than words. it's easier anyway. haha.
okay so ive been tagged by sophie :D
01. 1 a.m: i would probably be on the phone with ze boi, or just look at stuff (or more like drooling over pretty clothes/shoes/bags) on the net ^^;;;
02. I love it when: i have LOADS of monie$$$$
03. Karl Lagerfeld is: reincarnated as a teddy bear which is sold at a very expensive price? haha
04. Tomorrow: i will try to unpack my things T_T i hate unpacking.
05. I have to confess: that i cant keep my money in my pocket even though i say i would like to T_T
06. If I had one million dollars I would: get me a bigger closet with more clothes/shoes/bags, of course!
07. The future: shall be great. hopefully.
08. Maybe I should: work my ass off to prepare the stuff for youth 09 T_T malasnyaaa
09. I am tagging: izyan, feruz, eema, moona? haha well, whoever that reads this vox of mine.
and an outfit photo ^^
ai no laik vox contrast benor gambaq. haiye. but anyways, sorry for the lack of updates. nothing interesting happened. rantai was okay. not as good as i expected, unfortunately. sales werent good. but i shall try harder next taim! thank you for everyone who supported me :D
ah and i miss you. ayo.
im so tired. i havent slept properly for days i think. god. i have loadshit to do and rantai is in a few days away T_T
anyway, some sneak peek;
picspam!
arini ada kenduri sunat for my nephews and my cousins. hehe see ya.
