I cant believe that today is my final day in Ipba. I think it's because we only have 120 in the cohort, and everybody knows everybody, ya know? So yeah, no matter how weird or crazy these people are, we somehow bonded in the 5 1/2 years we've known each other. I will miss you people. Dont forget to say hi once in a while. Even though we may not meet each other, but there's always Facebook right? Haha.
Ok dah. Aku dah nak balik Aloq Staq. Went to watch New Moon just now with my friends. Bella is such a drama queen. And HELLO JACOB~~ Hehehe. Well okay fine, I admit Edward has his charms, but you know, he's too... Edward. Hahaha dont know lah what I'm trying to say. And I'm kinda bummed Dakota Fanning's screen time is so short. Pfft. Well maybe it'll be longer in the next ones.
See ya people. Slamat raya haji btw :)
*In case you guys are wondering why I dont just email her, well, my connection sucks balls. Email memang lembab gila nak bukak malas nak layan. Vox ni boleh tahan lagi. So yeah.
Ok nak makan bye!
And that took like about five and a half years. So we've got our results yesterday. I only got a lower second class hons. Haha much to my mom's disappointment, unfortunately. But anyway, fret not, I will get the same pay as the first class students, well unless I suddenly decide to go work in a private sector or something. Anddd they said that the Auckland Uni's standards are much higher and it's tougher to get good results? I'm not sure about that but I've heard some of the lecturers mentioned about it. So haha it's not that bad right? Or is it? Hahaha well, what's done is done. And I get the result equivalent to my effort (which is not much ahaha pemalasss teruk ish!) Anyway, graduation is next year. April in Auckland, and May here in KL. AND I WANT TO GO BOTH. Haha tamak ka? Saja pi Auckland and visit my boyf there and jalan jalan with my parents (hopefully both of them will go. My mom sure wana go punya.) Well that is, if I have enough money. Hehe.
That aside, I'm not very happy these few days. Haih. If only I have the power to change how people feel and think. But I cant. And it's not very nice, is it? I wish I can just be selfish like how some people are. And sometimes the best part is that they just dont give a shit. Like who cares, ya'know? Unfortunately I effin do. It'll be so much better and if I dont have feelings :( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Well if only I can actually scream that loud and feel better.
Ok gona go out. See ya.
Whatever it is, do come to the event if you're free! It'll be interesting to go to. If you dont think so, well it's always nice to look at people (and judge them quietly ahahahaha we all do that, dont we? No? Okay maybe aku ja ahaha).
Ok connection macam pundek. Eeeeee!!! Ok dah baibaiii
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING OH GOD I HATE HAVING NO MONEY.
Don't forget that you love me
More than the stars over your head
It's just that your love shines like the moon
Full and bright and blinding through
Into my heart, into my head
When it's so dark I can't see the light
I close my eyes and I think of you
My little love, my only girl
I wouldn't leave you for all the world
I'll just sit here and wait for your moon to rise
When it's so dark I can't see the light
Well I close my eyes and I think of you
When it's so dark I can't see the light
Well I think of you
When it's so dark I can see the light
Shining through you.
The one sole thing I've been looking forward to this whole year is now pretty much down the drain.
Right now, I just feel so goddamn sad :(